Crazy...
Don't know how I find so many reasons to be sad. I'm so often sad for myself, for others, for animals and plants, for the way we are treating our planet, for the way people treat each other. It's just so hard to see positive things ahead of us when everything seems to be degrading.
And I want to be positive and I do seem extremely positive to many people, but that's just because I don't want people to think that I'm always sad and I don't want my sadness to be contagious either.
What do I do? Are there other people out there who are sad just as often as I am?
And no, I'm not depressed at all. I used to think that that's what it was but more than one doctor told me that I'm actually quite hyper and not depressed at all, so what is it? Do I just have a very negative outlook on life?
Some days I think that I should just get used to the idea that we are driving ourselves along the path to destruction and try to enjoy what's left of this world...
